In a Perfect World
Hey all. Today I’m very sad. You see in a perfect world AB and I would of been celebrating our Beautiful Beginnings right now. We were to be Married at 4:00 pm today.
What was to be the happyest day of our lives is now the saddest of mine.
AB and I spoke last night and professed the love for each other we have. There may still be hope for us yet. But that wont happen until my recovery. AB has gone through having a loved one suffering from Depression several times and can’t bare to see me go through the same it seams. I know I’m stronger whith her by my side but I guess this is a fight she feels she can’t watch. I will just have to do this one with the suport that I have now. I will keep in touch with her and when or if the time is right we will get back together or we wont..
I’m not giving up. It’s not in my charecter to do that.
I think I’ll try to end this Day soon, so I can get past it and get on with getting better.
Later
Jamie
AB I love you.
